A Pain Of Long Distance Love

A Pain Of Long Distance Love
2006.06.14 12:45

We are supposed to have a rainy season now. June has been a rainy season that is taken for granted for all our people from ancient times. But how about this fine weather? The weather right now is as fine as one of autumnal days, I feel fine as this weather affects me.
But my love lives in different city from here, I usually use Shinkansen to see her. I met her three times since 24th of May. I've decided not to see her more than three times in a month. I have many obligations here and I cannot devote myself only in our love affairs.
If my love lives in the same city and lives in herself, things are not so difficult to deal with as I now face, as a matter of fact in the case of a woman previously I had been in love with, I was able to see her almost every night and day. ..I have to spend extra fare and accomodation to stay, so I decided that we see up to three times in a month. This is within my capacity to deal with.
We naturally want to live together, we have just started our love relationship so we've got many things to adjust our life.
A pain of long distance love. I knew the situations would be like this but I have to put up with this difficulty. She is a woman heaven gave me as a reward for my life long endeavour to my carreer, I have to overcome.

June Without Rain
2006.06.18 13:39

June without rain is extremely unusual here in Japan. We always have a rainy season in June. We have lengthy rainy period -overcast sky or long wetty rain days. But what about this fine weather? Very fine weather with very nice breeze. It is so pursuasive that June bride is considered best of all the seasons, that was something unable to imagine from our experiences in the past.
I'm going to visit a beach to observe women who are sure to bathe sunshine in the beach, women who usually wear bikini usually all are foreigners in this early summer, some might be young Japanese. I myself intend to wear rough clothes in the beach. I am going to have a date with my love in Kokura on the 24th of June, weekend of this week, still one week ahead to come. I have to prepare for her with slightly tanned skin and physical strength, to satisfy her.

Countdown
2006.06.20 23:39

We will see one another onthe 24th of June, this Saturday for the first time in two weeks. For these one week we were talikng on the line from 21:30, and I made a conversation with her tonight for more than 30 minutes. I ought to think we had a good oppotunity to know one another on the line in this one week.
We still haven't met in one nother's home, so we had stayed in a hotel. I hope we change where we stay, I invited her to my home. If we can see one another in my home, apparently we can see more freely. She proposed to celebrate the 12th of April as an anniversary for our first encounter at the workshop. Of course I agreed. We are in a good relationship. She asked me about the Internet, I replied, 'We can do anything in the Net except for the affairs men and women meet and do.' She doesn't have PC. Still she seems to feel amazed to hear my past experiences, that is very different from those of others around her.

Silent Night
2006.06.21 1:10

Far far away I can hear the sound of bikers. We always have a calm night, but especially tonight I feel extreme calmness now. I came of age as well as I can hear the sound of silence.